For most of the past few weeks I’ve alternated between nights with little sleep and nights with (relatively) lots of sleep time. Mainly I’ve been staying up late trying to get some papers done. On Tuesday night/Wednesday morning I went to bed around 3:00 am, but couldn’t get to sleep. On Wednesdays I have to show up early at work (around 7:00 am) to prepare the conference room for the Grand Rounds lecture which starts at 7:30. I must have fallen asleep around 4:00 because I specifically remember looking at the clock and seeing it was 3:58. Anyway, I finally get to sleep and start dreaming. When I wake up I usually don’t remember what I dreamt, but I remember that one because it was funny/peculiar.
I don’t remember all of the dream, but I recall being outdoors, arriving on scene and seeing a Tyrannosaurus lying on its side. It was moving slightly so I figured it was alive but anesthetized. I also figured the tranquilizer was wearing off and thought I better see about getting some more. After all, nobody wants a Tyrannosaurus awake and probably angry that it had been traquilized. I go to a nearby bunker that is mostly underground.
The bunker has a concrete ceiling and the roof is covered with several feet of dirt. I mention to a nurse that the dinosaur is starting to wake up and we better give it some more drugs. She says she is too busy at the moment, but suggests I take the equipment and do it myself, but let her know if there are any problems. The equipment is wooden staff about four feet long with an open sided cylinder and a large needle at the end. I take a large cylinder of the tranquilizer drugs and slip it into the open sided portion of the stick. This fits snugly (think of a battery holder on a Walkman) and the staff is ready to use.
I cautiously peer out the door and find no signs of a rampaging dinosaur, so I figure it must be where I last saw it. I walk over the berm and see the Tyrannosaur in the same spot, still showing signs of waking up. I’m nervous, but I walk over near the legs and hold still for a moment. I assess that it isn’t going to get up very quickly, so I figure I’m safe. I heft the stick in my left hand and jab it into the bottom of one of the feet. There is no respose from the dinosaur, which is good. It takes a few seconds for all of the drugs to be injected and when that’s done I go back over the berm and enter the bunker. The nurse asks if everything went okay, and I say it went well. She is busy and otherwise occupied, but she must have heard what I said and went about her other tasks.
I grab a styrofoam cup of coffee and sit on a wooden bench. The light isn’t great. The room is mostly dark, except for some natural light coming through in places. Sitting on the bench, sipping coffee, and thinking about nothing in particular. I’m just relaxing, enjoying the coffee, and my mind is spaced out. I’m gazing at a door on a few dozen feet away. I’m not looking at it per se, but staring in the general direction. I gradually become aware of some thumping noise. It’s outside and sounds heavy. I can feel the vibrations through the ground, but subtle and I barely notice it. It becomes more rhythmic, one heavy thump then another one several seconds later. It sounds like it’s getting closer.
The ground is shaking more with each thump and little speck of dirt and dust fly when it happens. After a minute or so the thumps come every few seconds. Still sipping my coffee and sitting on the bench, I look around the room and see the otehrs are nervous, though most people figure it is safer in the bunker. I idly wonder how long it takes for the traquilizer to take effect and whether I did it properly. Then it dawns on me that the dinosaur must be pissed. Not only is it upset at being drugged in the first place, it’s also angry because it has a sore foot. I shake my head and think the Tyrannosaurus is being stupid. Thumping around outside is only going to make the foot hurt worse, which will make it angrier, so it will stomp some more, which will make the foot hurt more, and so on. The dinosaur is obviously too dumb to realize that stomping around is only going to make its foot hurt more. Plus, the foot might get infected. The needle was pretty big and stomping around will probably cause the wound to become dirty, which could lead to infection if not cared for. I take another sip of my coffee and turn my gaze back to the door nearby.
The thumping is incessant. Dirt is flying around in the bunker, though we feel safe, if anxious. Looking at the door, I see light coming through the cracks. I feel mostly safe, but I wonder if the dinosaur is smart enough to channel its anger toward us. I wonder if maybe it is purposefully trying to damage the bunker. Maybe it’s hoping to drive us out of the bunker so it can kill us. We’re too smart to fall for that, though some are subconciously weighing the odds of surviving outside vs. being crushed to death if the bunker collapses. Still, I’m eyeing the door, sipping coffee and waiting for the dinosaur to get tired/bored and go away.
The thumping is still rhythmic, as if it is kicking at the roof of the bunker or stomping on it, trying to break it and make it collapse. The roof is strong and I figure the dinosaur will eventually go away, though since it is stupid, it might take awhile for it get bored and go away. Sitting on the bench, I’ve got my coffee and I’m gazing at the door. I cock my head to the side and look at the door in a different way. Is it just me, or does it look like the ceiling is getting shorter? The roof is strong, made of concrete, with several feet of dirt above it. It can’t cave in, I think. But if the ceiling really is getting shorter, then the stomping around must be working somewhat. Then I woke up. 5:40 am according to the clock.
I didn’t set the alarm, but it was one of those nightmare things where you automatically wake up before you die. The strange thing is I felt anxious about the dinosaur, even shortly after I woke up. I knew it was a dream, but I couldn’t rationalize the anxious feeling to the dream, because in the dream the roof was strong, and while the ceiling may have been getting shorter, if it was due to the dinosaur, then it would take hours before it collapsed, and the dinosaur would have tired long before then. On the same basis, I also can’t rationalize waking up, especially when I need all the sleep I can get. I went back to sleep for another 20 minutes before the alarm clock went off, and I didn’t dream about the dinosaur.
On the one hand it was kind of funny. I mean, who has dinosaurs in their dreams, let alone a T-Rex that needs to be anesthetized? For that matter, who dreams of anesthetizing a dinosaur? I haven’t seen or read Jurassic Park or the sequels in years. The only analysis I can come up with is that the dinosaur is symbolic of the stress I’ve been under the past couple of weeks, trying to get papers done, and not sleeping enough. Or, maybe the dinosaur is symbolic of the paper I ws working on before I went to sleep. Whatever it was, the dream was a bit weird. Now that the semester is done
I hope I sleep a little better.